Wednesday, March 4, 2009

narcotic k.o. (day 24-25)

i started having really terrible neck pain on sunday night. i couldn't move my neck at all. it's probaly one of the worst pains i've had. it turned out that it was some fancy word for a terrible muscle spasm. i got it because i had to sleep at an incline at night, to keep my chest from hurting too terribly bad.
all i could do was lay there and just ball my eyes out, it hurt so bad. i could barely lay down. i could barely move, it was soo terrible.. i just laid there and cried until i eventually calmed myself down. i never want to feel that much pain ever again. they had to give me really strong narcotics (the stuff stronger than oxycotin..) to help dull the pain enough so that i could sleep. but the thing was, i would wake up a few hours later, and the pain would be just as bad as it was before. on top of all of those crazy drugs they gave me muscle relaxers. all i could do was sleep, and pray that when i woke up the pain would at least be duller than before. that i could move without crying histerically.
i NEVER want to feel something that terrible again!
it took two days of hell and a lot of sleep and strong medicine, but i feel a lot better today, it's wednesday.
i got knocked out by narcotics for about two days.
i wouldn't recommend it!
thank god that pain is gone.
never again.
keep prayin for me kids!
sarah. :)

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